Prosperity is the Capacity of Your Vitality

Where is the control
In controlling control

If you feel that nothing is getting done
Why

Where is your mind
Where is your motivation

Are you trying to do something
That has nothing to do with your life

Are you trying to pretend
That another’s life is your life too

Where is your life
What would you like to do

Do you want to climb the trees
Do you want to watch the daytime breeze

What would you like to do
If there is nothing then you are stuck

If you are stuck you must begin
Being with your practice

Make it offensive to ignore
Make it something beautiful you want to run to

Play the game for yourself
The way you play it for others

You can live your life for another
But you cannot do anything for yourself

Dependence
Loss of self

When you have been broken
The Heavens pray that you free yourself

Nothing seems right
Because nothing every seemed completely right

The more choices you make to compensate another
The deeper you are in a deep dark hold of your mind

You have buried yourself
To obey the command of another

You do not exist
Because you are afraid they will hear your thoughts

You have given them all your power
You serve with a complete sense of void

No one wants to be bothered with you
Except the one that abuses you

This is the achievement of the abuser
This is the loss of control

You have no ability to control
Nor do you have the enthusiasm to live

You do not want to do anything
Because you do not want to be enslaved anymore

You want to be free
You want everything to let you be

You have created a version of yourself
That is meek and passive

In order to survive
In order to escape

But nothing worked
It has been years since you have been pretending to be meek

Now you do not know yourself
Now you only know your pretend self

You care for nothing
Not even yourself

You live
Only to survive another day

In the dark
In the deepest hold you can escape to

They will laugh when they call
Because you projected everything to them

You are the one with the power of projection
You are the one with the ability to be independent

They are nothing
They need to float away

Back to the hold they came from
They need to be what they are

Block them
Block every aspect of them

What they do
Is not for you

Block them
Block every aspect of them

What they are
Is not for you

Block them
Remember who you are

No more games
No more pretending

End the game
Live your life again

Create the capacity to survive and live again
Summon the capacity of your heart

Love is the vitality of your life
Project your love freely

Love of living
Love of living your life

Believe in your vitality
Remember what you are

Let go of everything
Give prosperity to yourself

All can be forgiven
If you forgive yourself

Sat Nam

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